I don't blame you for not expressing or failing to express your thoughts here.. You can't really. This is a public forum, a BB dedicated to you, not a real journal. Thats why I don't have a journal here, I couldn't write anything other than what I'd be willing to tell a person face to face. Don't consider ita failure, just consider yourself human.. or not more than. :) <-> Nojh Ke'nall Livic