It's a bad day. I need to vent.

[elsajeni]

A particular OCD symptom that is Not My Friend has resurfaced. I hate this. I know symptoms are going to get worse and pop up where they previously didn't exist and generally be weird when I'm this stressed and anxious, but why can't it ever be any of the less physically obvious ones?

Admittedly, the less physically obvious ones are more mentally intrusive. I'd still rather have them. I'd rather be a mental wreck than a physical one. I hate the feeling that the casual observer can tell there's something wrong with me.

Goddammit. This is the only goddamn thing that's wrong with my life, and it's fucking up everything.


Dear Brain,

Fuck you.

Comments

[quincunx.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry, darling. If it makes you feel better, my eyes twitch when I'm stressed out and/or when I've been looking at a computer screen too long. So I'll be in class and it starts twitching. I don't think people can notice, but it's distracting as hell.

[crazybassguy.livejournal.com]

I love you more then anything, my beautiful nerdy princess. If there is anything I can do to make you happy or more relaxed or whatever, please don't hesitate to let me know. Back in my sophomore year I had a couple panic attacks that were so bad I went to the hospital because everyone thought I was having a stroke, so I know how bad stress can get. Remember I'm always here to talk to!

[oruhamiko.livejournal.com]

*Hugs*

I got you a present in Washington, I'll bet it'll make you feel better. I just need an opportunity to give it to you..