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elsajeniWe broke up this afternoon.
I'd like to think it had nothing to do with the way I act during the beginning of a relationship but I think I'd be completely wrong if I said that. Next time I suddenly find myself in a new relationship I will definitely try to be a little more... well I don't think there's a word for it, but it's what I'm not. The closest word there is is "optimistic" but that's still not it.
Oh shit, have just remembered she reads this. Oh well. Ugh, it's getting late, it took me forever to write this, I'm not sure why. No more updates until I get back from the Home of the Scary Christian Relatives, so nobody is allowed to get worried about me. Oh, should probably call Ram (boyfriend) too. (Last time I went out of town without warning him I was gone 3 weeks and he had no idea where I was... he got kinda worried... I had about 17 e-mails from him when I got back.) Anyways. I'm leaving now, I won't be back until the end of June. Perhaps then my internet access will be completely back to normal.
I'd like to think it had nothing to do with the way I act during the beginning of a relationship but I think I'd be completely wrong if I said that. Next time I suddenly find myself in a new relationship I will definitely try to be a little more... well I don't think there's a word for it, but it's what I'm not. The closest word there is is "optimistic" but that's still not it.
Oh shit, have just remembered she reads this. Oh well. Ugh, it's getting late, it took me forever to write this, I'm not sure why. No more updates until I get back from the Home of the Scary Christian Relatives, so nobody is allowed to get worried about me. Oh, should probably call Ram (boyfriend) too. (Last time I went out of town without warning him I was gone 3 weeks and he had no idea where I was... he got kinda worried... I had about 17 e-mails from him when I got back.) Anyways. I'm leaving now, I won't be back until the end of June. Perhaps then my internet access will be completely back to normal.
