honestly the last one, I promise
Jun. 15th, 2001 10:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elsajeniYeah, yeah, I know. I keep saying it's the last update for a while... I just wanted to add one thing in response to Summer's journal.
Over the past few years I've become awfully good at hiding my emotions; if the biggest ass in the world devoted 4 years of his life to doing everything he could think of to make you cry, you'd learn not to, too. Unfortunately, the side effect of that is that it's hard for me to show emotions when I want to. So, basically, what I have to say is that apparent indifference on my part isn't always the same as real indifference. (No, this isn't some desperate attempt to un-end the relationship; just a clarification really.)
Summer: I know it seems like I'm avoiding you but I'm really not, I've just had complicated schedule and stuff. I'll talk to you when I have a chance.
This really is the last time. REALLY. Because I'm leaving the house at 5:30 tomorrow morning, and I'm getting off and going to bed now.
Over the past few years I've become awfully good at hiding my emotions; if the biggest ass in the world devoted 4 years of his life to doing everything he could think of to make you cry, you'd learn not to, too. Unfortunately, the side effect of that is that it's hard for me to show emotions when I want to. So, basically, what I have to say is that apparent indifference on my part isn't always the same as real indifference. (No, this isn't some desperate attempt to un-end the relationship; just a clarification really.)
Summer: I know it seems like I'm avoiding you but I'm really not, I've just had complicated schedule and stuff. I'll talk to you when I have a chance.
This really is the last time. REALLY. Because I'm leaving the house at 5:30 tomorrow morning, and I'm getting off and going to bed now.
