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Oct. 21st, 2002 05:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elsajeniSo my head hurts like a motherfucker and my hands are shaking; that's not usually considered a good sign, right?
I had the creepiest dream ever the other night. See, in my dream, I hallucinated this newspaper article about a dear friend of mine. The date on the article was about 2 months old, and it seemed to just be an ordinary biography. Then I finished it and realized it was his obituary, written shortly after he'd committed suicide - as I said, 2 months before. And that was the first I'd ever heard of that. So, see, even within the dream, the article was not real. And it still freaked the hell out of me, to the extent that, when I remembered it (about 4 hours after waking up the next morning), I immediately contacted him and asked if he was dead.
Yes, I am aware that the question "Are you dead?" makes very little sense, as there is only one answer that you are ever likely to hear, and if you hear the other potential answer you should probably start running. I do not care.
Just offered NY-Brian casual sex to take his mind of his troubles with college apps. He seems somewhat alarmed by the concept.
Given the sense-making level of this entry I'm signing off now, because at this point I could only make it worse.
I had the creepiest dream ever the other night. See, in my dream, I hallucinated this newspaper article about a dear friend of mine. The date on the article was about 2 months old, and it seemed to just be an ordinary biography. Then I finished it and realized it was his obituary, written shortly after he'd committed suicide - as I said, 2 months before. And that was the first I'd ever heard of that. So, see, even within the dream, the article was not real. And it still freaked the hell out of me, to the extent that, when I remembered it (about 4 hours after waking up the next morning), I immediately contacted him and asked if he was dead.
Yes, I am aware that the question "Are you dead?" makes very little sense, as there is only one answer that you are ever likely to hear, and if you hear the other potential answer you should probably start running. I do not care.
Just offered NY-Brian casual sex to take his mind of his troubles with college apps. He seems somewhat alarmed by the concept.
Given the sense-making level of this entry I'm signing off now, because at this point I could only make it worse.
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Date: 2002-10-21 06:14 pm (UTC)Ok... secretly casual *sex* might be too much for me as well. But I could sure go for some serious casual making out right about now.
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Date: 2002-10-21 06:43 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2002-10-22 07:31 am (UTC)