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elsajeniSo there's one friend of mine in particular who this entry is kind of intended for, even though I don't know if he ever reads this thing or not and I kind of suspect he doesn't, since he's stopped commenting. Anyway.
I make you worry a lot more than I have any right to, and I know it, and I promise, I am sorry. Believe me, I did not start out this school year thinking that I would be an idiot and in general ruin my life/health/sanity/grades. This was not exactly what I'd planned, you know? Overall this was supposed to be a good year. I was going to spend lots of time with my friends and possibly actually finish writing something more than a bad poem and all that stuff. It's not so much looking like that's going to happen.
You've been a better friend than I could reasonably have asked you to be. I'm not really sure why. I can't think of anything I've ever done for you. So, I'm forced to conclude that you're just a good person.
I guess I don't have much more to say, aside from, I hope I'll see you on the 16th, and even if you never read this at least I've said it. I miss you.
I make you worry a lot more than I have any right to, and I know it, and I promise, I am sorry. Believe me, I did not start out this school year thinking that I would be an idiot and in general ruin my life/health/sanity/grades. This was not exactly what I'd planned, you know? Overall this was supposed to be a good year. I was going to spend lots of time with my friends and possibly actually finish writing something more than a bad poem and all that stuff. It's not so much looking like that's going to happen.
You've been a better friend than I could reasonably have asked you to be. I'm not really sure why. I can't think of anything I've ever done for you. So, I'm forced to conclude that you're just a good person.
I guess I don't have much more to say, aside from, I hope I'll see you on the 16th, and even if you never read this at least I've said it. I miss you.