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elsajeniI feel like shit. Only if you really feel like knowing why should you bother with the cut text.
Well, for one thing, I don't think I've ever had two panic attacks in the same day before. Let alone five. Yup, new record for me.
Also, I have successfully fucked up the entire family spring break plan. Didn't intend to, either. I know I've been saying horrible things lately about the city of Chicago, but I would've liked to be there right now. I'd certainly have preferred being there to being here and feeling guilty because of piles of wasted money spent on tickets for airplanes I couldn't get on and nights in a hotel that is, technically, in Chicago and hence not being stayed in by me. I could be going to sleep after a pleasant afternoon and evening spent watching the dolphins and otters and things at the Shedd Aquarium, rather than one spent having 5 panic attacks and so forth.
So, that's about a third of the reason I feel so wretched right at the moment. I consider this official proof that my current therapist is a complete failure and I should either get a new one or resign myself to taking Greyhound buses for the rest of my days.
If you're not bothering to click on the thingy, well, have a nice night. I'll catch you later.
Well, for one thing, I don't think I've ever had two panic attacks in the same day before. Let alone five. Yup, new record for me.
Also, I have successfully fucked up the entire family spring break plan. Didn't intend to, either. I know I've been saying horrible things lately about the city of Chicago, but I would've liked to be there right now. I'd certainly have preferred being there to being here and feeling guilty because of piles of wasted money spent on tickets for airplanes I couldn't get on and nights in a hotel that is, technically, in Chicago and hence not being stayed in by me. I could be going to sleep after a pleasant afternoon and evening spent watching the dolphins and otters and things at the Shedd Aquarium, rather than one spent having 5 panic attacks and so forth.
So, that's about a third of the reason I feel so wretched right at the moment. I consider this official proof that my current therapist is a complete failure and I should either get a new one or resign myself to taking Greyhound buses for the rest of my days.
If you're not bothering to click on the thingy, well, have a nice night. I'll catch you later.
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Date: 2003-03-17 10:28 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2003-03-19 02:19 pm (UTC)Are you afraid of planes? I never knew that, if you are.. Planes suck.
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Date: 2003-03-19 09:27 pm (UTC)I had them for a long time, too, but now i'm on medication and living normally. Just like you, I had to cancel a family vacation (fam went, i stayed home). Since then, i've travelled all over europe, gone on formal dates/dinners, coached water polo teams and so on.... My medication is paxil. it's easy to get and does wonders for me.
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Date: 2003-03-20 07:20 am (UTC)